life... specificness is not my thing
i'm simply blogging about my views... what i think what i know... what i wish i knew... my life?
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who am i supposed to be, or is that who i am?
augh, there's so much that i want to do, so much that i want to become. have you ever been afraid to be who you want to be, because your afraid your not good enough to be who you really are? i feel i can make great changes if i spoke up. the only problem i have with that is opening my mouth. i know what i am capable of, but why am i so scared to do what i know i can? i'm so confused about who i am supposed to be, or am i supposed to be who i am. i feel like there's this incredible person inside me who can do great things, but i can't find a way to let her out.... i dont even know if that incredible person is me... or just who i wish i was. i am so weak. so confused. so lost. what is wrong with the girl i see in the mirror, because apparantly to all my friends i'm so confident... if that is true then why do i feel like such a coward? that girl who is inside me is screaming, she wants out. i think i know what i need to do to free her, but that brings me back to me fear. what if i let her out and she fails. i am responsible. what if i don't let her out and that spirit she has dies? i am responsible.
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